I’m Fighting Like Hell To Get My Life Back.

I know it's been an extremely long time since my last post or time spent on this blog. My life has had a lot of despair, depression, extreme fatigue, heartbreak, pain, fear, self-doubt, and anguish in the past few years. Which took me down, but now.. the BITCH is back. After losing my sister, father, and… Continue reading I’m Fighting Like Hell To Get My Life Back.

It’s The Dawn of a New Day

Me two years ago.. Me now.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EPwOffhl17I   It has been a really long time since my last post for so many reasons such as heartbreak, death, betrayal, depression and illness. Now I am ready to fight back with all the power I can muster. My life has been stagnated for almost 2 years, I'm… Continue reading It’s The Dawn of a New Day

Denied!!!!

So I finally received a decision from SSDI. It's a big fat NO!!! Am I surprised? No I am not. It seems as though they automatically deny all applications. I'm struggling now but not at my worse since the weather hasn't completely switched. The Winter and Spring are the hardest times of the year. I'm… Continue reading Denied!!!!

Fibromyalgia and Isolation

  I've always have been comfortable by myself. To the point that I have gone to the movies, concerts, traveled and relocated by myself. Not because I didn't have anyone but simply if I was ready to make a move, being alone didn't stop me. Now I almost can't stand being around others. And if… Continue reading Fibromyalgia and Isolation

Is it Pain? or Do I Need An Attitude Adjustment?

Yes it's time for one of my personal experience rants... mis·er·a·ble ˈmiz(ə)rəb(ə)l/ adjective (of a person) wretchedly unhappy or uncomfortable. "their happiness made Anne feel even more miserable" unhappy, sad, sorrowful, dejected, depressed, downcast, downhearted, down,despondent, disconsolate, wretched, glum, gloomy, dismal, melancholy, woebegone,doleful, forlorn, heartbroken; More   2. pitiably small or inadequate. "all they pay… Continue reading Is it Pain? or Do I Need An Attitude Adjustment?

Breast Cancer Awareness Month.. I need to be examined.

Breast cancer is another concern for women Fibromyalgia victims

Stress

Here I am on a gorgeous Saturday afternoon stressed the hell out. As a 45 year old woman who has a history of recovery I work hard to eliminate stress. Not only does it make my illness (fibromyalgia) worse, it also causes unnecessary drama and serves no purpose. I am discovering that a lot of… Continue reading Stress

What Part of The Body Does It Not Affect ?!?!

There's not a part of me that's not physically affected by Fibromyalgia. At times all symptoms are flared at once. Here's the list of my daily struggle: 1. Stumbling 2. Joints swelling 3. Irritable bowel 4. Acid Reflux 5. Dizziness 6. Numbness 7. Extreme Fatigue 8. Brain Fog 9. Wide Spread Pain 10. Nausea 11.… Continue reading What Part of The Body Does It Not Affect ?!?!

This Is Getting Worse

I have been dealing with Fibromyalgia for the past 13-14 years. Diagnosed 9 years ago after going from Doctor to Doctor. Emergency room, tests or just plain blown off as a kook. I can honestly say out of 30 days in a month I am pain free 4-5 days. So once again used to pain,… Continue reading This Is Getting Worse

Living with Fibromyalgia..

How Depressing I have been living with fibromyalgiafor the last 10 years..wasn't diagnosed for the first 4 years. It's one of those medical situations where it's not considered a disease or recognized by all medical field. For the first 4 years I went back and forth from emergency rooms to doctor appointments to be told… Continue reading Living with Fibromyalgia..