I know it's been an extremely long time since my last post or time spent on this blog. My life has had a lot of despair, depression, extreme fatigue, heartbreak, pain, fear, self-doubt, and anguish in the past few years. Which took me down, but now.. the BITCH is back. After losing my sister, father, and… Continue reading I’m Fighting Like Hell To Get My Life Back.
Me two years ago.. Me now.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EPwOffhl17I It has been a really long time since my last post for so many reasons such as heartbreak, death, betrayal, depression and illness. Now I am ready to fight back with all the power I can muster. My life has been stagnated for almost 2 years, I'm… Continue reading It’s The Dawn of a New Day
So I finally received a decision from SSDI. It's a big fat NO!!! Am I surprised? No I am not. It seems as though they automatically deny all applications. I'm struggling now but not at my worse since the weather hasn't completely switched. The Winter and Spring are the hardest times of the year. I'm… Continue reading Denied!!!!
I've always have been comfortable by myself. To the point that I have gone to the movies, concerts, traveled and relocated by myself. Not because I didn't have anyone but simply if I was ready to make a move, being alone didn't stop me. Now I almost can't stand being around others. And if… Continue reading Fibromyalgia and Isolation
Yes it's time for one of my personal experience rants... mis·er·a·ble ˈmiz(ə)rəb(ə)l/ adjective (of a person) wretchedly unhappy or uncomfortable. "their happiness made Anne feel even more miserable" unhappy, sad, sorrowful, dejected, depressed, downcast, downhearted, down,despondent, disconsolate, wretched, glum, gloomy, dismal, melancholy, woebegone,doleful, forlorn, heartbroken; More 2. pitiably small or inadequate. "all they pay… Continue reading Is it Pain? or Do I Need An Attitude Adjustment?
Here I am on a gorgeous Saturday afternoon stressed the hell out. As a 45 year old woman who has a history of recovery I work hard to eliminate stress. Not only does it make my illness (fibromyalgia) worse, it also causes unnecessary drama and serves no purpose. I am discovering that a lot of… Continue reading Stress
There's not a part of me that's not physically affected by Fibromyalgia. At times all symptoms are flared at once. Here's the list of my daily struggle: 1. Stumbling 2. Joints swelling 3. Irritable bowel 4. Acid Reflux 5. Dizziness 6. Numbness 7. Extreme Fatigue 8. Brain Fog 9. Wide Spread Pain 10. Nausea 11.… Continue reading What Part of The Body Does It Not Affect ?!?!
I have been dealing with Fibromyalgia for the past 13-14 years. Diagnosed 9 years ago after going from Doctor to Doctor. Emergency room, tests or just plain blown off as a kook. I can honestly say out of 30 days in a month I am pain free 4-5 days. So once again used to pain,… Continue reading This Is Getting Worse
How Depressing I have been living with fibromyalgiafor the last 10 years..wasn't diagnosed for the first 4 years. It's one of those medical situations where it's not considered a disease or recognized by all medical field. For the first 4 years I went back and forth from emergency rooms to doctor appointments to be told… Continue reading Living with Fibromyalgia..