I know it's been an extremely long time since my last post or time spent on this blog. My life has had a lot of despair, depression, extreme fatigue, heartbreak, pain, fear, self-doubt, and anguish in the past few years. Which took me down, but now.. the BITCH is back. After losing my sister, father, and… Continue reading I’m Fighting Like Hell To Get My Life Back.
Me two years ago.. Me now.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EPwOffhl17I It has been a really long time since my last post for so many reasons such as heartbreak, death, betrayal, depression and illness. Now I am ready to fight back with all the power I can muster. My life has been stagnated for almost 2 years, I'm… Continue reading It’s The Dawn of a New Day
I've always have been comfortable by myself. To the point that I have gone to the movies, concerts, traveled and relocated by myself. Not because I didn't have anyone but simply if I was ready to make a move, being alone didn't stop me. Now I almost can't stand being around others. And if… Continue reading Fibromyalgia and Isolation
Okay this is going to be short, sweet and to the point. As someone who suffers from fibromyalgia also suffers from overwhelming guilt. What do I mean by that? I'll to you, this syndrome is so inconsistent, it's impossible to make any futuristic plans. I say that now, even though it's taken me nine years… Continue reading Fibromyalgia Guilt..
It's a lot harder than you think.
There's not a part of me that's not physically affected by Fibromyalgia. At times all symptoms are flared at once. Here's the list of my daily struggle: 1. Stumbling 2. Joints swelling 3. Irritable bowel 4. Acid Reflux 5. Dizziness 6. Numbness 7. Extreme Fatigue 8. Brain Fog 9. Wide Spread Pain 10. Nausea 11.… Continue reading What Part of The Body Does It Not Affect ?!?!
How Depressing I have been living with fibromyalgiafor the last 10 years..wasn't diagnosed for the first 4 years. It's one of those medical situations where it's not considered a disease or recognized by all medical field. For the first 4 years I went back and forth from emergency rooms to doctor appointments to be told… Continue reading Living with Fibromyalgia..
