It’s The Dawn of a New Day

Me two years ago.. Me now.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EPwOffhl17I   It has been a really long time since my last post for so many reasons such as heartbreak, death, betrayal, depression and illness. Now I am ready to fight back with all the power I can muster. My life has been stagnated for almost 2 years, I'm… Continue reading It’s The Dawn of a New Day

I have finally caved and began medication for my fibromyalgia..

I have finally caved and began medication for my fibromyalgia.. nortriptylin 25mg.  Boy.. the first week was tough.   8 1/2 years after my diagnosis I am finally getting treated for my Fibromyalgia.  As a sufferer I can tell you how insidious this syndrome can be first hand. Over the years I've become used to the… Continue reading I have finally caved and began medication for my fibromyalgia..

Fibromyalgia Guilt..

Okay this is going to be short, sweet and to the point.  As someone who suffers from fibromyalgia also suffers from overwhelming guilt. What do I mean by that? I'll to you, this syndrome is so inconsistent, it's impossible to make any futuristic plans. I say that now, even though it's taken me nine years… Continue reading Fibromyalgia Guilt..

Is it Pain? or Do I Need An Attitude Adjustment?

Yes it's time for one of my personal experience rants... mis·er·a·ble ˈmiz(ə)rəb(ə)l/ adjective (of a person) wretchedly unhappy or uncomfortable. "their happiness made Anne feel even more miserable" unhappy, sad, sorrowful, dejected, depressed, downcast, downhearted, down,despondent, disconsolate, wretched, glum, gloomy, dismal, melancholy, woebegone,doleful, forlorn, heartbroken; More   2. pitiably small or inadequate. "all they pay… Continue reading Is it Pain? or Do I Need An Attitude Adjustment?

fibromyalgia and sex

It's a lot harder than you think.

Concentration Is A Thing Of The Pass

  Fibro Fog - Fibromyalgia Brain Yes it's real, when I'm in the midst of an attack (which lasts for days) trying to form a clear thought or retain information is damn near impossible.  So as you can see I'm trying to study to renew my license and can't remember a thing I read. Ugh! … Continue reading Concentration Is A Thing Of The Pass

What Part of The Body Does It Not Affect ?!?!

There's not a part of me that's not physically affected by Fibromyalgia. At times all symptoms are flared at once. Here's the list of my daily struggle: 1. Stumbling 2. Joints swelling 3. Irritable bowel 4. Acid Reflux 5. Dizziness 6. Numbness 7. Extreme Fatigue 8. Brain Fog 9. Wide Spread Pain 10. Nausea 11.… Continue reading What Part of The Body Does It Not Affect ?!?!

This Is Getting Worse

I have been dealing with Fibromyalgia for the past 13-14 years. Diagnosed 9 years ago after going from Doctor to Doctor. Emergency room, tests or just plain blown off as a kook. I can honestly say out of 30 days in a month I am pain free 4-5 days. So once again used to pain,… Continue reading This Is Getting Worse

Living with Fibromyalgia..

How Depressing I have been living with fibromyalgiafor the last 10 years..wasn't diagnosed for the first 4 years. It's one of those medical situations where it's not considered a disease or recognized by all medical field. For the first 4 years I went back and forth from emergency rooms to doctor appointments to be told… Continue reading Living with Fibromyalgia..